Yes… it’s the time of the trimester again, putting our limits to the test once again.
3 more weeks to sweet sweet freedom. I really can’t wait to go back to my coach potato life for that 2-3 days after my exams. Meanwhile… I shall do what I need to do now. JIAYOU JAS
I don’t feel like conversing. Certain conversations are meaningless or toxic. How am I suppose to respond to those poisoning words? I am really afraid of making unnecessary/mean comments of others in the process of replying.
Sometimes… I managed to pull myself back and stay true to myself. I really hope, I can speak kind words, do more good to others, and be proud of my own actions.
This shall be my halloween celebration this year. I have been wanting to play another escape room after I first experienced this 2 years ago before I started my degree with SIM. So thankful to Zirui who organised this for us, even though I was the burden holding my friends back in the room. I looked like a lunatic in the photo taken at the xcape room, just look at my loosen romper lace and also my fat face angle, probably because I lost my mind while being locked up in the room.
I like that the boys are so accommodating to the girls. That day, Nathan Hartono had a fan meet at Bugis+, and the boys just waited for us to finish fangirl-ing before moving on for desserts. When ZR said she wanted a photo, it felt like they tried their best to smile and pose well for the photos.
I really don’t know how long can a friendship last, but I hope this one will have no ending.
10 June 2016
An old friend of mine, SX hadn’t stay in contact since 1-2 years ago. I aren’t good at keeping up with people, so of course, she contacted me instead. I am glad that she did so because I will not have the guts to do so.
First, I insist on going to this LINE event at the atrium, because I love one of the characters so much. I HAVE TO TAKE PHOTO WITH BROWN (the bear). So I dragged her to the area and thankfully she accommodated to my kiddy request.
Secondly, we had also tried Masizzim that day, and experience some epic service fails. However, their food really made up for their subpar service. Their chicken stew and the DIY rice balls are delish. Would I go again? I guess I would maybe during their off peak hours, I am guessing the staffs are in a mad rush during dinner time that we can’t really blame them for the bad experience. I was mad hungry that time too, so yea, I am mad that my food is not coming – “a hungry man is an angry man.”
Before our dinner, SX also accompanied me to look at shoes. I am looking for a pair of comfy covered shoes to replace my torn and tattered Converse. Initially, when I bought it 6 years ago, it is in 0ff white and has gridlines. I took a photo of it before I was going to scrub the dirt and grime off. ![IMG_20160626_155442[1]](https://weexdd.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/07/img_20160626_1554421.jpg?w=700)
Now it is in a much cleaner state. I am currently alternating between my Converse sneakers and my trustworthy Timberland Nellie Chukka boots for my internship, occasionally wearing my heels when I am dressed more feminine that day.
P.S. My working flats also went *kaput*.
6 July 2016
Today I went to savor Korea fried chicken with my mum. It was her first time trying, and she loved it. The service was prompt and excellent, Kudos to ‘Chicken Up‘. Then we proceed for a walk along Orchard Road to aid digestion (or maybe it’s just an excuse to shop).
On this very day, I finally fixed my eyes on this gorgeous pair of Nike. The exact model name is Nike Air Max Thea I happened to come across this in a store located at 313@Somerset. Oh my… it’s just a simple pair of black shoes and it costs SGD149. I mean it’s pretty decent for a pair of Nike. It was unfortunate that they ran out of size.
7 July 2016
I went to town the next day again. This time round, with Melissa. We had 49 seats’ Tom Yum Seafood Pasta before she accompanied me to hunt this pair of Nike down.
We literally combed through the entire Orchard but no avail. The largest I can find was size 38.5. I was so excited when I found that size, because my Nike trainers is size 38.5. Unfortunately, the Air Max Thea have a smaller cut, and I’ll probably fit size 39 or even 39.5. One of the shopkeepers was kind enough to tell me my size was already Out of stock quite some time ago. I also seen the blue version of it in a lot of stores but I still prefer the black one. I looked up the shoes online again, and found that maroon can be an awesome choice too. #AgonyOfHavingBigFeets
P.S. I’ve actually found one pair of my size online, however, it’s selling at the blackmarket rate. I am not sure if I want to be extorted by “smart (humph….selfish)” people who bought something at market rate but end up re-selling elsewhere at a much higher price.
Nonetheless, I am so Thankful for these people who accompanied me to do my own shopping. Better luck next time, Jas.
Quick update, and I really hope to blog more details about my outings next time.
The past two weeks have been pretty hectic. For the “first hectic week”, I’m getting off work on time to meet up with friends for yoga, movie and dinners. It was absolutely awesome. Like what other young Singaporeans want for a job, I hope to achieve the intern(/work)-life balance for now.
The second week, it was pretty packed as well. There’s a urgent work project that requires me to go for 6-days work week. My only rest day is precious to me now. I got up early to clean up my house, catch up on the dramas that I have missed on the weekdays, and went for a short jog. As an sedentary worker, I only experience mental tiredness with little labour work, so I try to stay active as much as possible. I also realised my run endurance is getting worse, I’m stopping every now and then, however I do notice my speed is better during these runs…. So might as well I take it as I’m doing interval runs right? (oh well.. this is to make myself feel better). I am also hoping to increase my run frequency from weekly to maybe twice a week. Do understand this is a huge leap for a coach potato and keeping myself busy is good – it’s daunting to think of all the impossible possibilities when my mind roams.
Here’s an awkward picture of me from some time ago…when I was enjoying my sweet holiday. Good night people (:
I have only blogged about my first two days of internship. Now… I am going to continue blogging about what happened the remaining three workdays.
Wednesday
I can only vaguely remember what happen that day. That day Nate and me got to know other interns working on the same level as us. They were all reading the same degree in another local university. They initiate to go to lunch together, but didn’t manage to go with them in the end though.
I was working on this project task since Monday, and I felt so guilty for being unable to produce a decent work (my work has some errors, and I have to re-do certain parts ). So I stayed back a little while more to finish it up (googling for instructions). Nate OT with me even though he would have left work on time *sobs*. I have left him to OT alone for the past two days, and sure it does felt good to feel “less lost” when I have a company.
Later after work, I went to meet Lucas to collect my BB cushion that I (shamelessly) entrusted him to buy during his Korea trip. Initially when I drop the request, I regretted my decision. I think that it could be an experience too intimidating for a guy. BUT HE STILL BOUGHT IT FOR ME *tears*. He also passed me a bag of masks (25 pieces to be exact) along with a lot of beauty samples and food (for sharing with Mendi and ZR). He has earned so much brownie points from us (ZR was praising him non-stop).
Thursday
Everything’s good that day. Nate and me went for a lunch meeting, and we were officially introduced to the team. I completed my job on hand that day, with some free time, ZR and JH came over with Cinnamon Buns for us. Major yums (:
Friday
It’s the day that all white-collar have been waiting for. I have been pestering the engineers to kindly make full use of me… because I really want to make full use of my time in this company (it also doesn’t reflect well on me ya). I am elated to render my assistance when required. This engineer has very patiently brief me on my work and even explain to me the rationale for his design. He even included some engineering theorem and I was dumbstruck, then I reminded him that I am only in my first year of my degree. I do like the idea that we actually may use what we learned in school for my prospective career.
OT with Nate to listen to some briefing. The four of us have never left the work place together before. Hopefully, all of us will be able to knock off at the same time next week(:
So… I managed to secure an Internship with a consultant firm! Initially I wanted to search for one myself, but I gave up the thought because I thought it’s late to apply for intern by my exam period. I am extremely thankful that my school found a company for us to intern at.
I am fortunate enough to be spending this journey with 3 other friends.
ZR and JH works at a different office from Nate and me. I am still happy that I have a buddy who works in a same floor as me, it’s always better to have company (:
I still need to get used to using some software which I haven’t touched in a long time. I think my most miserable day was the Tuesday when it’s going to rain when I was on the way to work. That’s when I decided to go out with my new pair of rubber flats. Usually, I wouldn’t leave my house without plasters, but that day, I really didn’t pack any band aid with me. By the time I got plasters from ZR and Nate, I guess my blisters already broke, and it hurts so much. Nonetheless, I am happy that I receive the plaster from them. Especially when ZR waited for me at the station, even though I am dragging her time back.
It is a torture to walk around the office to get anything done, thankfully, we had to attend a conference during lunchtime, as lunch was provided, I ended up moving lesser. Work did not went well for me that day. I walked home barefooted because I really wouldn’t stand the abrasion against my wound any longer. Any water contact with my wound makes me hop and scream. The following next two day (and probably the another 3 more days), I was limping around because the pain is intense despite having a bandage over my blisters.
So… My first two day of my internship ended this way. Signing off!
I was waiting for a friend in town, then I went to bookstore while loitering around. That’s when I found this gem.
Thankfully, the national library is efficient in updating the book database, so I borrow this book instead of buying it instead (yay to saving money!!!). I really enjoyed reading fiction, however, in the past, I often force myself to read self help books. Self help books are nutritional and allow me to know a certain topic better, however, learning get tough (perhaps just boring) in the process. By the way, I am talking about books like investment 101, mind reading 101 and etc. I am glad that I allow myself to indulge in fictional stories now. Sometimes you just need some laughter in your life, right?(:
You can read the synopsis of the book HERE
Why do I love this story? I feel that what the protagonist is going through is relatable to what I am going through currently. There is too much masking of the “real her”, which leads to the crumble of what she deems as ‘perfect’. I am taken aback from quite a few unexpected turn, it’s not another cliché storyline.
Takeaway point? Be brave, pursuit your interest, and make good use of your time when you are away from work. The ending is indeed not what I expected, and there will not be an ending spoiler here. Go pick up a copy and enjoy!
So…Today is Mother’s day, apparently.. I kept reminding myself of today the past few days, and my to-do list includes:
However, life ALWAYS don’t go as planned (for my case). I procrastinated a lot, therefore… the card wasn’t made at all. I have already asked my mom if she wanted to dine at a sushi place nearby, but she hates crowded places as much as I do. She’s also afraid that restaurants would jack up their prices on special occasions. To make things worst, one day before I still told my friends I am available to meet up this Sunday (which in the end I didn’t go).
The night before Mother’s day, I was only heading to bed at around 1am. Then I woke up around 7am thinking it’s a great time for a morning jog, but saw that it was raining heavily outside, so I decided to head back to sleep. I later officially start my day at 10am, munching on bread and reading my game guides on how to be a proper farmer on Stardew Valley, then followed by an hour of k-drama. Then I fire up instagram on my web browser around 1pm… *scrolls through the story line*….bollocks it’s Mother’s day already?!
Well done, Jas.
So I dug out the newspaper tiramisu recipe which I have already tried (and love). The tiramisu ingredients are readily available at home, just lacking the mascarpone. Head out to the nearest supermarket to buy the necessary ingredients and also did some grocery shopping. I bought a salmon fillet to be oven baked since there isn’t much stuff I can cook it proper, I wouldn’t my mum to be spitting out burnt meat from her mouth on Mother’s day, ya?
Came back home with two hands full of snacks, and veggies that probably can last me 3 days at home. I am all ready to begin with the tiramisu… That’s what I thought.
As I lay out all the ingredients, I decided to start brewing the espresso for the ladyfinger dip. *unscrews coffee tin* HO… it’s all moldy. I could have head to starbucks for a espresso shot, but I think I might head down to one of the nearer kopitium to order a kopi-o-kosong. In reality, I am doing neither. The Sunday crowd is overwhelming, especially on mother’s day. I will definitely do the tiramisu, but not today I guess. Sorry mum, no cake for you):
But I am still gonna bake that teriyaki Salmon for you. Bye guys, gonna set up and preheat it for baking later.
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